~*Longing For Contentment Of The Heart*~
At 18:58 on 07 March 2005
No, I haven't seen the sky tonight,
Too many clouds, there's no starlight.
But I know it's true,
There must be a blue moon.

There's a blue moon out tonight.
No, I don't see it but I feel its light,
Come pouring through the clouds you left above my head.
There's a blue moon out tonight.
No misconceptions, yes, I know it's right,
'Cause I've never been so blue in all my life.

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I've been single for...exactly a month.

But I've been alone for so much longer...

I hate being on my own, but I do my best. I try to make the most of the time that I don't have to share with somebody else, even though I wish and wish, with all my might, that someone might come along to share my time. Empty nights create the hunger for desire and tenderness, the hunger for strong arms to wrap around me, for whispered comfort, for completion. I spend so much time alone, I wonder if I'll ever find someone who'll make me feel alive, someone who can satisfy the hunger, the yearning, the longing, the need...

To be loved.

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I'd do anything...I'd give you my world.
I'd wait forever to be your girl.
Just call out my name and I will be there,
Just to show you how much I care.
I don't know how to live without your love,
Cause you're the only one within my heart.
I was born to make you happy.

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What is it about human nature and the longing for something you can never have?

What is it about life and living in a shadow of what you could be?

What is it about love that makes you incredibly stupid?

What is it about people that we just want to hug them and hit them at the same time?

What is it about being burned but wanting to jump right back into the fire?

What is it about have your heart shredded and stomped on and ripped up and broken and then wanting for the chance to do it all over again just so you can say you've experienced "heart wrenching love"?

What is it about needing someone and needing to have them need you back?

What is it about human nature and the longing for something you can never have?

Yesterday ~*~ Tomorrow

kanji



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