My baby, you're just an image in my heart.
I wanted to give you so much.
I wanted to teach you to be loving and kind to people, and to yourself too...
I wanted to show you that part of being happy is to let others love you and care for you too.
To give and to accept...
I wanted to teach you how to love all living creatures,
How to respect their rights and provide for those of them that you own...
I wanted to pass on to you my love for art, music, books, poetry, to show you how through creativity, people express themselves.
I wanted to teach you how to observe nature, how to find beauty in every little part of it, how to ask questions and work hard to find the answers...
I wanted to hug you when you were in pain, to let you feel that whatever happened to you, I'd be there to protect, guide and comfort you as much as I could...
I wanted to promise you that I wouldn't make mistakes with you, but I knew that wasn't true. I knew that I would make them, and part of being a mother to you was to teach you how to forgive and forget...
I wanted so much to hear you call me Mom...
to see your first paces alone...
to see your laughter when you saw me...
to feel your little hands around me when we hugged...
I wanted to be there for you...
I wanted you to be here for me...
You must forgive me for being so selfish in wanting you. This was a need, a part of my being that had to be fulfilled somehow…through you...

I love you so much...even though you're not here, only in my heart. And there you'll stay forever...

I wanted to give you so much...

But I can't...

I am so sorry...

Yesterday ~*~ Tomorrow